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My first day…(20/01/2006)

On 16th of January, 2006 last Monday, I started my nine months chambering at one firm at Dang Wangi, near Dang Wangi Putra LRT Station. Officially I started my chambering on 19th of January when I served my petition at Rayuan Kuasa-Kuasa Khas (RKK). It was a hard for me to choose which firm for me to do my pupillage but finally I chose this firm. Actually I don’t know how I can get through the interview. I knew about this firm actually through my friend who retain as a Legal Assistant in that firm. I hate it when I knew someone in that firm, especially he is my friend. I do not hate him but I just don’t like the situation, especially when I make mistake I kind of “malulah wey kena marah depan dia” and all my friends out there will know and I bet he feels the same thing. Only Allah SWT knows how hard was my first week of chambering though on my first day I was like “macam orang bodoh”. Can I do these nine months or not? Or did I just throw myself to the deepest hell. There is no turning back here, oh my God! My master is Mr. Robin and he is sarcastic (tell me which lawyer is not). Yes, I am afraid of him. He’s big, tall, sarcastic, sarcastic and sarcastic (I hate sarcastic people and I am becoming one of them). No, no and no I feel no regret for what I have chosen. By hook or by crook I have to bear with him for nine months. And I hope time will run faster than it should be.


What make a guy being nice to you? (21/01/2006)

I remembered when Shikin, my friend a.k.a my roommate said that a guy only being nice to you when he is your boyfriend or when he is not your boyfriend but he is kind of being extra nice to you, he is actually really into you. And when they are not, they treat you like “hampeh”. For me, besides what Shikin had said, either he is into your bestfriend, your cousin, or he is your bestfriends or cousins’ boyfriend etc. and that’s make me a postman since primary school, I guest I have to admit I feel proud that I have gorgeous and attractive cousins and bestfriends. And all boys who were interested to get to know them they have to be nice to me first. I have to say that all guys being nice to me they must have something, they just don’t be nice to me just like that. Except when they are dying and they will be nice as an angel to everyone like Shahrukh Khan in KALHO NA HO (love him). Talking about “hampeh” its mean bully, and when talking about bully reminds me to “ENAM JAHANAM”. Allow me to introduce the members of “ENAM JAHANAM” a.k.a “THE FAMOUS SIX”, Mohd Faizal Amrin a.k.a Jack as a leader, Iskandar a.k.a atuk as an acting leader, Mohd Razmien a.k.a G-mien Poyo, Ahmad Shah a.k.a Shah, Mohd Rizal Baba a.k.a Ijal and last but least Saiful Rizal a.k.a Epul. But now I think I have to change “ENAM JAHANAM” to “TUJUH JAHANAM” because I must include one more “jahanam”, Mohd Tanazi, sorry Tanazi I have to include your name though you used to be a very nice guy and I have to follow 2/3 majority, all girls voted you in, man! I have to tell you, these “FAMOUS SEVEN” they were never nice to everybody, they were bullies especially Jack and Atuk. But hey, it’s almost a year when seven of them left Uitm, and now, Jack is in now Judiciary, Johor. Iskandar is a Legal Adviser for MARA (may Allah SWT help MARA), Tanazi is a lawyer, G-mien is still doing his chambering, Ijal? I don’t know about him, probably missing his girlfriend like crazy who’s now doing her chambering in Sabah, Epul is doing his Honours meanwhile Shah is in Indonesia pursuing his studies in Syariah law.

Nevertheless, they all are not that bullies (duhh..) some of them always willing to help when their friends need some assistance(duhh..).Okay guys..i have to admit that even though you guys WERE BULLIES, but the girls always appreciate your helps especially when we need some helping hands like during the "no wine and cheese party", "sukaneka" and so on..(uhh..hate to write about this but i have to..).Hence,we (the girls) would like to thank these "FAMOUS SEVEN" for everything.(but not everything...duhh)

morza da pessimistic

My 2006’s goal.(01/01/06)

Number one is to finish my nine month chambering. I had sent my resume to one legal firm in Shah Alam. Well, it was a good start. I hope my first attempt will bring luck. Number two is 50kg. I know its sound familiar and you heard that last year and a year before and a year before that. But hey people it’s not wrong for another hope, right? Number three is to improve my English. That’s one of the purposes of the creation of this blog at the first place though my English doesn’t seem going anywhere. Number four is to get rid of people who make me unhappy. Unfortunately I guess I have to struggle this ‘number four’ more than ‘number one, two and three’ because for all my life I have been surrounded by these kinds of people. How can I get rid of these people? Erase their phone numbers? Done! Block their emails? Done! What else have I got to do? But hey, why am I doing this? Am I suffering from stress disorder or mental illness? But I deserve to be happy right? I deserve to have my life back. I think I’m getting too emotional here.

At last I made it. (03/01/06)

Alhamdulillah, I’ve finally completed my LLB Hons on time. Before the result was released, I couldn’t sleep well. My brain can not stop from thinking about my result. I was like waiting to have a major heart attack. I hate to face this kind of situation. For almost eight years I have to face the same situation every semester. I really hope that this will be the last. The result was released in the internet on 21^st of December, but Lahong was the one who checked it for me because I don’t know why but actually I didn’t have guts to see it myself. At first place, I thought I could not make it because it was like already written on my forehead that I will extend as I did during matriculation and general degree. However it turned the other way around. As I said before, finally, I made it.

I hate my zodiac. (04/01/06)

I was born on 14^th June. So, I am a Gemini and it doesn’t reflex on me. Want to know why? Continue your reading.

Gemini is the third sign of the zodiac, representing quickness of thought. Geminis are good communicators. They are active and clever. Geminis are adaptable, versatile, communicative, witty, intellectual and eloquent. Sometimes they can be pessimistic which caused by their dualistic nature. Geminis like being a part of the group. They always follow the rules of the game. Understanding and tolerant, they can be helpful in any situation. They usually liven up any social gathering with their ideas and verbal facility. Gemini is ruled by mercury. Geminis can adapt to any situation, however they still try to keep their independence. Geminis are good lawyers, politicians and public speakers.

The truth; I am a slow learner but I have to agree that I am a pessimistic, I always think negative in whatever I do although it is a good thing. My personality is far from the character of a lawyer-to-be. Because I define myself as not an out-spoken person or a person who has the confidence to speak-up. I am not a smart or an intelligent or a clever person. I look passive but sometimes I can be very active.

Am I a Gemini? Or desperate to be a Gemini? I think I need help.

Palm reading. (08/01/06)

I always wanted to go for a palm reading but as it against my believe I couldn’t do it. Suddenly one day one of my classmates revealed that she know somebody who knows to read palm in our class. Its never took me second thought to run to her. Guess what, I am getting married for about seven or five years from now (I thought I would never get married). My husband’s name has 4 words and it contain the letter R and F. She said that my husband will disappear when I am 40 years old. I will be healthy and live like other moderates people. Huh.. I never knew any guy who has 4 words name and contain the letter R and F and I will know when I meet a guy with 4 words name and contain the letter R and F, he will be my husband but I don’t want my husband disappear when I am 40 years old and I want to be rich. I know that I would never get sick when I take a bath at late night. Now I know why Islam forbids palm reading.

Which way to go. (09/01/06)

I don’t know which way is right for me. The bottom line is I don’t know why am I doing this damn course but somewhere somehow luckily I have already completed it and I took 8 years to finished it. Its prove what cik mazlifah had said about me that I am a slow learner. Am I really into Law? I never had an A except for subject Public International Law, and believe me if you ask me about it now I never could answer it. This is not my world. It’s always in mind. But I know I cannot turn back the time. If I did not chose law I wonders what I might choose and good at? Sometimes I feel that what if I could break the world Guinness record for never wake up for a period of time but unfortunately somebody else had break it or what if for a record of the ugliest, the fattest or the laziest creature in the world and I bet I never could break that record too because I’m never good at anything.